Thursday, September 22, 2011

I Aced It

I'm a bummer and for that, I couldn't get a day without thinking about my NCLEX result. It's scary but I'm not really that anxious anymore since I tried the Pearson Vue Trick and got the "good pop up". 
A week after my exam, I opted to call the Commonwealth Board of Nurse Examiners for verification and yehes, I PASSED NCLEX! 

I feel blessed and loved. 
I'm currently waiting for my license, certificate and other documents which according to the person I talked to, sent last Thursday, September 15. Will probably receive the mail 2-3 weeks after. 

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Last Monday, I went to Iloilo to give some of my friends a treat. Apparently, I'm broke so I invited a few, those who had full knowledge of what I've been doing for past few months and I only mean, preparing for my exams. 
We ate at Griller's in Smallville cos I have been craving for baked oyster. 

We dropped by Nica's house to see Chin-chin. She's my favorite kiddo on Earth., so jolly and cute!

Nica and Dona.

Yup, Red Horse! HAHA.
Aldrean, Edward and Chinnie

Doki Eden, studying in front of Red Horse. 

I love them to bits.
L-R: Chinnie, Nica, Dona and me

With Myrabelle. 




My nerdy look. HAHA. 

-Manel

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

MNL

Hello there guys! Sorry for the late blog post about my Manila trip. I wasn't really excited to do this because I don't have even a single photo to show you. I brought my camera but I think that wasn't the perfect time to chill and have some fun. This is gonna be wordy and boring but I'm gonna share what happened anyway. For some who would care to read this, thank you! :)

1st day
THE SEARCHING

Mama and I took the 11:55 am Cebu Pacific flight. There are only 2 scheduled flights in Roxas everyday, PAL (which was overly early) and CebuPac. We arrived in Manila 16 minutes ahead of schedule. We went straight to YMCA Makati, had a room reserved there thinking it was a block away from Trident tower, where my exam center is located. It was really tough searching the place, we walked by the side street like we were lost kids finding their mommies. Putting the shame behind, we asked a couple of guards for the direction. I'm no good in tagalog plus I have bisaya accent, it made everything a challenge. It's just that whenever I go for vacay in Manila years ago, my cousins and I talk in bisaya.

2nd day
SHOP TIL YOU DROP

Instead of going to Trinoma, we opted to shop at SM Makati cos it has Forever 21 in it (only SM Makati and Mega Mall have Forever 21 in Manila as far as I'm concerned). I do feel good when I buy something new. Just to condition myself for the following days' exams, I bought a connector dove ring and a tube dress from Forever 21, Jeggings from Bench (I couldn't find jeggins elsewhere) and a top from Molecules for my brother. Mama did her own shopping as well. Before the day ended, just across YMCA, there's the Sacred Heart Church, we heard mass to ask for God's blessings.

3rd day
NCLEX

I woke up just in time to cope up with traffic. I arrived in the testing center a little early but it was better than being in a hurry. We started the exam 30 minutes earlier than the scheduled time. I wasn't really nervous but my hands were a little shaky. During the exam, I was trying really hard not to go blank and to remember the concepts that I have learned during the review. I wanted to cry because I was always down to two choices and it really sucked that the statements were similar, making it difficult. What I feared the most was the Select All That Apply questions, I really don't do well on that type of question. Luckily, I just had less than 10, I guess. My basis was the priority questions, you're like getting a clue that you passed if you had tons. THIS IS JUST MY THEORY, DOESN'T MEAN IT'S TRUE. I got a smile on my face everytime a word was highlighted on the question (it means it's a priority question) and felt down whenever I got an objective question. I had my mind set to stop at 75 but unfortunately I didn't. I had a mild panic attack, I was like 30 minutes past 2 hours and I'm still on my 76th question. Thinking I was gonna be short with time cos I expected I had to go all the way to 265, I doubled my time and didn't totally read the entire question and choices. I lifted everything to God. After the exam, I felt really bad and looked lifeless. I answered mama's questions in one word, that's me being depressed, in deep thoughts thinking of what ifs. I heard the 6 pm mass, prayed for God's grace, keeping my hopes high. 

4th Day
HAAD

I took this exam on the same testing center. The questions were fixed (150) unlike NCLEX that it can shut the computer down anytime after 75. The exam was easier, you can even sleep and do cart wheels while taking it but of course, you can't really do that inside the testing room. Luckily, I PASSED the exam but didn't really cover up the depression I felt the previous day. I'm happy but not really the kind of happiness that I will feel if I passed NCLEX. We headed to SM Mall of Asia to buy Krispy Kreme Doughnuts for my brother, it has been our favorite. I wasn't able to buy for my friends though cos I had 7-kg baggage limit. We went back to our hostel then, to pack up our things. It was Mama Mary's birthday so we heard mass before dozing off. 

5th day
Home Sweet Home

We took the 10 am CebuPac flight. Had lunch at Gaisano Roxas before heading home. I turned on the internet and did the Pearson vue Trick. I got the good pop up and I'm really hoping that it's true. So far, I haven't read any testimonial that it failed so fingers crossed. 4 weeks til I get my mailed result but I guess I just have to call the board of nursing after 2 weeks to cut this anxiety. Waiting for the exam results is the worst feeling. 

Continue praying for me friends. Thank you! 

NOTE:  
I DID NOT DIVULGE ANY CONTENT FROM THE EXAMS. I STATED MY EXPERIENCE AND HOW I FELT ABOUT IT BUT NEVER DID I INCLUDE TOPICS OR ANYTHING THAT COULD LEAD TO LEAKAGE. 

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Saturday, August 13, 2011

Must Read!

Wow! That's the only word that came out from my mouth after reading Kate's post on facebook. I was curious about her lengthy post and dared to read it. No regrets, it was beyond uh-may-zing!
Here it is:

Professor: You are a Christian, aren’t you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of ...us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is God good, then? Hmm? (Student was silent)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good? Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good? Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from? Student: From.. God.
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world? Student: Yes. Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct? Student: Yes. Professor: So who created evil? (Student didn’t answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they? Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them? (Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God? Student: No, sir. Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God. Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter? Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him? Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son? Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat? Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold? Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn’t. (The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it. (There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness? Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student: You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light… But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called Darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed. Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir? (The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher? (The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain? (The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures? (The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving! The student's name was Albert Einstein. Brilliant.

Friday, August 12, 2011

I couldn't think of a nice title for this post, it's exactly 32 minutes past midnight. Who would have thought I'm still blogging?
Anyway, I have been trying to force myself to study since yesterday. I'm not studious so it's really a challenge for me to focus. Apparently, I'm easily tempted by facebook, twitter, tumblr and okay, this may sound crazy but I'm downloading new movies, perfect timing! 

September 7 and 8 are my schedules for NCLEX and HAAD respectively.  I hope the said dates will bring me good luck. I rely on luck and prayers cos I don't trust myself but I have come this far, maybe it's time for me to think that I'm good. aww!

I can feel the anxiety and it felt like I'm dying. But I'm not doing something about it as of now. :(

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!
I need your prayers to rock this thing! 

-M.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Smokin Hot and Puffin Smoke in a Bikini

Just so I know, Miley Cyrus has already seven tattoos and she smokes too? 
Let's face it, others puff cigars way too early before they are "allowed" to but we can't really avoid the criticism Miley got since a bunch of photos have been shown to the public eye, plus she's a disney star, little kids look up to her.  

Here's an article I've read from The Sun


MILEY Cyrus looked smoking hot on holiday — despite taking a drag on a cigarette.
The 18-year-old held pet dog Floyd in one hand while puffing on the cig in the other.
Singer Miley — sporting a frilly bikini — was taking a break with Australian boyfriend Liam Hemsworth and two pals.
Looking tanned and toned she was seen strolling along a jetty and later climbed on a jet ski.
(More pictures after the cut)

Miley’s holiday on Lake Orchard, Michigan, US, comes after she was blasted on Twitter for her seventh tattoo — which shows an equals sign on one finger in support of gay rights.
Some fans of the teenage star questioned how she squared her deeply-held Christian beliefs with her championing of homosexual causes.
But Miley said there was no contradiction at all.
Meanwhile, this was not the first time she was seen smoking.
Last year she sparked a storm after photos of her inhaling psychedelic drug salvea from a bong appeared on the web.







Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Dougie

And I thought I was over Kimpoy Feliciano, well I got it wrong but hopefully this will be the last. Sounds familiar? yeah, cos I said that in my earlier post too, HAHA. 

Kimpoy's version of dougie.


My own version: 


I put an effect on it cos I'm too shy to show my face. 


Thursday, July 28, 2011

Bangs

Now that my delusional days are over, and I am talking about dating Kimpoy Feliciano in my dreams, I have come to a thought of making a little, just a little bit of a makeover, well not really a makeover but something that will change my looks, thanks to boredom. 
I always take risks with my hair hoping that I can work it out. 

Well, I'm not really liking it, gahh! I'm aware that I don't really look good with full bangs but I don't know what demon has come to my mind. Anyway, I have nothing else to do, it's not like I can paste it back.